suddenly, i feel a bit lost.

why, when for the first time this week it's above freezing, and i have this little list of things to do for work, and projects to finish to put in the mail, &...

i should know myself better. i know when these periodic slumps are coming, i should know not to read certain things on certain days,

i should figure out gender.

and friendships. where is my support coming from?

and i'm suddenly so uninspired about this job. last week i was stoked, and happy to be better friends with my coworkers, & ok, and this morning i wonder whether i should maybe not try to have my contract renewed in february, and leave somehow.

and i'm going to apply to nursing school, dammit.