i haven't been writing things down lately, and i think it's because a large part of me wants to forget it all.

actually, that's a lie. i write a lot of things down right now: legal responsibilities, notes on what we can do next, strategies to address the huge amounts of bullshit flying at me, emails to confirm facilitators, ask for contracts, assent to some changes and suggest others, and schedule 6 hour long meetings.

but i haven't written things here, because truly i don't think i want to remember all of this business too clearly. i mean obviously i want the nice parts: the dates with Our Favourite Meal, the little bits of flirtation, angela davis being a true star, a laser show with a throbbing beat. but the rest, i'd rather leave behind.